I woke up this morning and my vitals were low
My eyes were red from crying, I was up until four
Turned up the sound of silence lying dead on the floor
It’s just the way that I am, I’m a mess and it’s literal
Got a hole in my heart, gonna fill it with chemicals
So I drove to my cousin’s, I was feeling like shit
Until I walked through the door and then my energy flipped
Another day in paradise, I’m high with my friends
It’s what I did last night, I think I’ll do it again
Just the way that I am, I’m a freak and it’s literal (what you got?)
Got a hole in my heart, gonna fill it with chemicals
Just the way that I am, not trying to be difficult
I got a crush on you and it’s not just physical
Can you handle my love?
Then take a chance with my love
Can you handle my love
Then close your eyes, roll the dice
Take a chance with my, chance with my love
All the possibilities get me feeling kinda free
Then my insecurities get me down on my knees
Like I can’t believe I need a release
Gotta feed my soul, gotta spread my wings
I make mistakes but I still own up
I may be late but I still show up
If you can’t relate then you’re too grown up
Life is the bomb and it might blow up
Just the way that I am, I’m alive and it’s bittersweet
Got a hole in my heart, trynna fill it with everything and anything
Just the way that I am, not trying to be difficult (what you got?)
I got a crush on you it’s not just physical
Can you handle my love?
Then take a chance with my love
Can you handle my love
Then close your eyes, roll the dice
Take a chance with my, chance with my love